SUKAD 2008/09 – Archery

It’s been some time since I last posted a blog here. Very much ‘distracted’ by many things. After losing badly in SUKAD Squash few months back, I started playing archery. With Julian as the coach, and my 2 brothers as teammate, Alex and Arvind, we started training way back 3 months ago. I know I’m taking a big risk, cause by doing this, I will have less time in studies. But I really wanna try this last opportunity to glorify God in sports. Age is catching up with me, so does time. Archery was my last shot to get a gold in SUKAD. After this, I will ‘officially’ retired from competitive sports. No more intensive training after this. Just as the bible says in 1 Corinthians 9: 24-25, “Do you know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever.”
The crown that athletes won in sport is a crown that will not last. Somehow, someday, they will be beaten or their records broken. But the crown that will last forever is the crown of our personal relationship with Jesus. We live a life that glorify God, that’s the crown that last forever. That’s why in sports, we give glory to God when we win.
Our training wasn’t an easy one. It was really a strenuous time. We shot arrows everyday except when it was raining, starting around 4.30pm till around 7pm. On weekends, we trained in the morning and evenings. And most of time, especially in the mornings, I go knocking on Arvind’s door. He will show his sleepy face, opening the door. Then after a few weeks, there come the raining season for about 1-2 months. During that period, I went to district hospital, Hospital Pasir Mas for 3 weeks.
Sometimes our training was fun, all those kutuk-mengutuk and gurau-bergurau between me, Alex and Arvind was hilarious. We used to joke, saying to Arvind, ‘If he hits the bullseye, Lynn will fall in love with him.’ Hahaha! Through this hard but fun training, I develop a bonding with Alex and Arvind.:-)
Came back from district hospital in the early January, we continue our intensive training for 2 weeks before we depart to USM Main Campus together with the female team. My family prayed for me and Im very happy that my dad owiz support my course and struggle in university. Many friends sms me encouraging messages, I was very touched.:-)
We prayed together before we go for each competition. The archery competition in Penang was eventful, we leads both events, 20m and 30m,winning the gold. The women team also got gold. This is my 1st gold won in USM, an unforgettable memory.

Gold medalist

Giver of Life

Testimony by T. W. Hao

I was born into a Christian family. Everybody assumed I was a well-behaved child. But this is not true until I believe and accepted Christ. Since kindergarden I was a very very rebellious child who likes to break the rules. I liked to bully girls and was constantly picking on a fight with the boys. As a consequences, my teacher, frustrated with me, decided to send me away from the ‘excellent’ class as she was worried that I may have a negative influence on the well-behaved children.

Then, I enter into primary school. I started to smoke, gamble, fight, and even steal my parents’ money to buy story books I fancy. I stole books from book exhibitions. My neighbours also thought that my future was gone. By the time I graduated from primary school, my elder sister decided to bring me to church. Initially I was reluctant to attend because I could not stand the boring sermons by the preachers. With my attitude at that time, it was astonishing that I would have the patience to give it another try,but I suspect it was the work of Holy Spirit, that I have the patience for attending the biblical teachings conducted in the church. All of a sudden, I begin to experience a 180 degree change in my life. I became enthusiastic to care and help other people. I do not steal anymore and I even admit my small faults like breaking an egg to my mother. My mother was surprised and touched by the new change in me and encourage me to go to church more often.

However, in secondary school, I became decadent once again. The reason was – all the youth attending at that time were females and I was embarrassed and shy to go to church to mix with them. I was dissatisfied for a few years. Then arrive to the second turning point of my life when I was in matriculation, and my friends invited me to join their Christian gathering, which was conducted weekly. I joined their activities and was again touched by the Holy Spirit. I attended every gathering there and went to church regularly even if the members of the church consists mostly of girls as I do not feel embarrassed in front of them anymore because I know we are brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ.

I was baptized 3 years ago, now I am most happy and relaxed when I go to church and I am drawing closer to God day by day. If it wasn’t because of Jesus, I think I will not be here in USMKK. If it wasn’t because of Jesus, I think you would have seen my photo in newspaper photographed as gangster, thief, robber and any other law-breaker. Jesus Christ is the Giver of my life because He turned my life and gave me a new life. How about you, who is your Giver of life?

Trials and Tribulations

Heartfelt sharing by J. Ding

For most of us, we must have read about Joseph’s story. Basically Joseph was Jacob’s favourite son, because of his brothers’ jealousy towards him; Joseph was then sold as a slave to Egypt and was subsequently bought by Potiphar, the King’s official in charge of the palace guard. There Joseph was put in charge of Potiphar’s house but was sent to prison after Potiphar’s wife failed to seduce Joseph and accused Joseph of rape. In prison, he met the King’s personal servant and chief cook and helped them interpret their dreams. Later, when the King of Egypt had a strange dream, Joseph was brought forth to interpret it and in the end was made Governor of Egypt second only to the Pharaoh.

For us, knowing the ending of Joseph’s story, it is a happy story. However, what if we were in Joseph’s shoes? He faced challenges after challenges. At times when things were looking better, he suddenly found himself to be in a worse state than before.

I recently just recovered from chicken pox. Due to the disease, I was on medical leave for 10 days in my 6 weeks posting in the medical department. During the time I was sick, I had high grade fever, persistent headache, difficulty in swallowing food and vesicles all over my body. I also faced a risk of disfigurement because my face was swollen and covered with pustules. The scars from the pustule of adult onset chicken pox are very deep. But to cut a long story short, I finally recovered and managed to return to USM with minimal disfigurement but to without consequences.

Firstly, my medical leave meant that I missed some important lectures and had to self study them. Second, I was late in handing up my reports and had to do all the work within one week. Third, I missed an exam that I was supposed to have in the medical posting. Luckily, the lecturer allowed the exam to be postponed until I was back in USM. Fourth, I had to sacrifice my holiday with my family planned for the convocation holiday.

With all this misgivings, I was mad at God at first. I asked why this had to happen to me. But later I realized that everything could have gone worse.

Things like diseases and accidents happen without warning. They disrupt our lives, make our routine stress free life chaotic, and give us anxieties and worries. These are the challenges that God throws at us to make us grow up in mind, body and spirit. I believe that God gave Joseph all the challenges in his life so that he could be prepared to become the Governor of Egypt and fulfill his life’s mission of saving his family and people when the severe drought hit Egypt and the surrounding lands.

So friends, do not be despair when u face troubles or challenges, may it be studies, family, relationship. Have faith that God will always be there for you and help you. My motto is ‘I do not know about tomorrow, but I know who holds tomorrow’.

For those who do not know me yet, last year I got dengue fever and was admitted on my 21st birthday. This year, I got chicken pox around the same month. I am eager to know what I will get next year.

Experiencing God in Christmas

Testimony by L. B. Liang

Hi brothers and sisters,
First of all, for those who have never heard of me, I am Lau Bik Liang, a 4th year medical student from Sibu, Sarawak.

Christmas night is coming soon. This is the biggest event for CF. I have been through three meaningful Christmas nights in USMKK that has brought me a lot of good memories.

In my first year, I was so excited about Christmas night that I wished to participate in a lot of performances. However I ended up with only joining choir. Haih… Maybe I really am not a talented person, haha! Never mind, I still enjoyed myself during that Christmas because I found something special about CF – love among brothers and sisters. CF had given me a sense of belonging and we are all like in a big family with lots of care and encouragement from each other. During that time, we spent a lot of time and effort in practicing choir. Despite feeling exhausted, we got support from each other. Besides that, many Christians who seldom turn up for routine CF meeting also came to help for Christmas night. There was a great deal of fellowship among us. It was a warmth Christmas night for me staying so far away from my family

The following year, I was surprised to be asked to take charge of Christmas night choir. In the beginning of our practice, we faced problems like a lack of musicians and song selections. We have a very limited number of musicians as compared to now during that time and most of the musicians were final year students who were very busy in their study. Thus, I feel quite stress at that time. Thanks to the Christmas night committee that year who prayed continuously for these matters and we finally got the musicians. I think God had answered our prayers and that’s why most of our problems were solved. Prayer is great!

Last year’s Christmas was a struggle to me, the most struggling, in fact. I actually felt bored after serving two years in Christmas night. However, David (our previous CF president) came to my room and asked me to become vice president for the Christmas night committee. At first I rejected because of my Pro 2 exam. I wished to focus more on my studies since that was my Pro 2 exam year. Previously we rarely see a Year 3 medical student taking such a heavy job in any CF event. Thus, that discouraged me in taking the position as the vice chairman for Christmas night. The thought of worrying about “others would have a chance to study much more than I do as they continued to stay in their room” had ruminated in my mind. Thank God that in the end, I did agree to become vice president and my results was considered good enough for me to enter my 4th year. Haha! I think this was the first time I struggle to participate in God’s work and I am glad that I had chosen the correct pathway

This coming Christmas, I wish I can continue to involve in the work of God and experience God’s work on me. For those brothers and sisters who still hesitate to help in Christmas night, please hurry to lend a helping hand. I am sure God will make this a special Christmas for you as He had made it for me in the past three years.

May God bless you all!!!

Tuesday with Morrie

Testimony by T. Liszen.

… a book that I read during early in my fourth year in University, I could recall not much of the book’s messages, but there is one chapter, one particular that keeps on lingering in my mind until now…and will once in a while pop out to echo loud in my mind. It is a chapter where Mitch, the author asked his old, bed-ridden professor, Morrie, who had been afflicted with a disease known as Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis or ALS, about his opinion of the Book of Job. I suppose Mitch was wondering how a suffering patient like Morrie would see God’s deeds on Job in order to test Job’s faith.

As a Christian who was very enger to know more about God then, I am ashamed to admit here that I was terrified when reading through the Book of Job.
Yes, I was terrified.
“If I were to give all out for God, will I be experiencing the same situation as Job?”
It was not the adversities to come in the way that I feared the most; It was the process of testing my faith to God.
I love God very much; at least that was what I thought I was then. “But will my faith survive all those adversities if I were Job?”
Despite all these thoughts, I could not help but try to learn to be a good servant of God, because without His salvation, I will not be here writing this. Hallelujah!
Hence I began my journey to learn to be a good servant since my Year 4 in University. And more often than not, I would be encountering helplessness, loneliness and being perceived as a weird person or hypocrite. I survived these and I said to myself. “Hmm, not bad…may be it is not as bad as I thought it will be. Yes, as long as I put my eyes on God, God will help me to go through all those trivial trials. He will be my strength when I am weak.”
I had been holding to that thought whenever I encounter difficulties, until a few months ago, I found myself too weak to even to think of that thought.
I was confused, bitterly in pain emotionally and physically, and worse, I blamed God for what had happened.
I blamed Him for giving me a problem that could not be undo, I blamed Him for allowing that incident to happen, I blamed Him for involving the people I care and love all this while, if all these were to help me to grow…why it could not be that I being the one and only who undergo it?
Then during the CF meeting when Mick came to preach about “Encounter”, he said about how job demands of God an explanation of his plight, and God said,

“Who is this that darkens my counsel with words without knowledge?
Brace yourself like a man;
I will question you, and you shall answer me.
Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation?”
Those verses were like a slap on my face.

Who am I and what am I to question and to even blame God? Then I realized that I had been loving and worshiping not God, but rather God’s gift and blessings upon me. I love what God can bless me with, to the extent that I idolize the gifts, not the Giver. That is the reason, I suppose, I agonized so much when things gone so wrong in my eyes, and forgot that sometimes, humans will never be able to comprehend all of God’s ways. For God’s ways are higher than our way.

The recently, God put me through a serial of events to help me to seize the meaning of true faith in Him. I could not share with people I love what are in my mind, what are troubling me and why am I acting in such ways. It was indeed a true agony, when the people you love started to doubt you and you could do nothing to make them understand. Then I learned at that time, am I not the same? Putting God into such situation myself? I doubted Him so many times, while deep inside, I know He loves me, and He has always been there for me. It must have been very painful for God too, to have His child to doubt Him, when all the things He has been doing, are for the good of His child, just that it is beyond the child’s ability to learn the blessings behind. Thus, I know now, Father in Heaven, that I should keep on having faith in You, even if the situation looked terribly grim and messed up at that moment.
And at the end of that chapter, Morrie answered Mitch, “I think, God overdid it.”
Personally, I think, God was doing things in His ways, in accordance to His will.
Well, so now I am really grateful and praising God for the trials He has been giving me, and I think there are more to come…but thank you, Father in Heaven, for promising me that You will not give me burden that I cannot bear. And I would really love to end this by sharing with you all these verses.

“Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.” James 1:2-4.

诗篇23: 1- 6

今天有一章经文让我感动。 那就是诗篇23: 1- 6。‘耶和华是我的牧者， 我必不致缺乏。 他使我躺卧在青草地上， 领我在可按歇的水边。 他使我的灵魂苏醒， 为自己的名引导我走一路。 我虽然行过荫的幽谷， 也不怕遭害， 因为你与我同在； 你的杖， 你的竿， 都安慰我。 在我敌人面前， 你为我摆设筵席； 你用油膏了我的头， 使我的福杯满溢。 我一生一世必有恩惠慈爱随着我； 我且要住在耶和华的殿中， 直到永远。’

 

在我们最困难，最乱若的时候， 我们会觉得我们的世界很黑暗， 没有盼望。 我们很灰心， 很想放弃。 可是 breakthrough only comes when we passed the most difficult times.  在最困难的时候， 那就是成功的开始! 只要我们顶多一下! God shows his presence when we decide to stay faithful to Him in the most difficult times, times where we feel like giving up!

 

还有五个月我就要考试。 我心里很乱若。 还有很多还没读。 还有很多还没作。。。 要继续读书， 祷告求上帝的帮助。

Faith and Science

Professor: Do you believe in God?

Student: Yes, sir.

Professor: Is God good?

Student: Yes, sir.

Professor: Is the Devil good?

Student: No, sir.

Professor: Did God created everything?

Student: Yes, sir.

Professor: Then how is God good if He created evil?

The student kept still in silence.

Professor: Do you believe in God?

Student: Yes, sir.

Professor: Have you seen God?

Student: No, sir.

Professor: Then how do you know that God exists??

Student: Erm… I think you have to count it on faith, sir.

Professor: Now, that’s the problem science have, Faith.

The whole lecture hall became quiet…

Professor: According to science, everything that exist on Earth is based on the 5 theorical senses; touch, taste, smell, sight and sound. So, have you touched your God??

Student: No, sir.

Professor: Have you ever tasted Him?? Smelt Him?? Heard Him??

Student: Erm… No, sir

Professor: Then according to the fundamental, basic, empirical theories of science established today, it says that your God does not exist.

The student stood still and said nothing. A smile was creeping up on the professor’s face. He thought he had proven his theory right.

Student:  Sir, is there such thing as cold??

Professor: Yes, of course.

Student: No sir, there’s only such thing as cold. You can hit 450 degress below zero, which has no heat but not cold. Cold is just a term used to describe the absence of heat.

All the students were now paying attention to what the student was saying.

Student: Sir, do you teach that humans evolved from apes??

Professor: Yes, I do.

Student: But have you seen the process of evolution??

Shaking his head, the professor was getting confused…

Student: Then sir, aren’t you just preaching your theories and not the actual facts of science??

The student turns to face the whole hall…

Student: Have anyone seen the professor’s brain??

All the students slowly shake their heads…

Student: Have anyone touched the professor’s brain?? Smelt it? Heard it or tasted it??

Turning back to the professor…

Student: Well, sorry to be rude but according to the fundamental, basic, empirical theories of science established today, science says that you do not have a brain sir.

The lecture hall broke into a contagious laughter…

Student:  How then are we supposed to believe anything that you teach??

Smiling, realising where this was heading…

Professor: I guess you have to based it all on faith, my son.

Mercy and strength

‘Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and grace to help us in our time of need.’ Hebrews 4: 16.

This verse struck to me as I was reading the Bible this morning. This week I gonna orthopaedic posting exams and by the end of the week, is SUKAD. Both stuffs giving a hard time this whole week. In final yr, orthopaedic posting is only 3 weeks, really not enof time for us to cover much. Especially my theory knowledge, i struggle a lot, even during our ortho posting in 4th yr.

In difficult times, we tend to use our own intelligence to solve problems rather than relying on God’s. We doesnt seek God, we figure out our own solutions. In the end, problems multiplied and worsen, we get stressed up. And then we blame God! We blame God because God didnt help us to solve our own problem (by using our own solutions). But I believe God is still faithful. He will never forsake us in times of trouble. We just need to pray n come back to Him… Learn to be dependant on Him!

What ever happens tis week, I juz hope tat it will be something tat glorifies God!

CF USMKK need a blog!

I would say CF USMKK needs a blog. Here are the reasons why…

1. Now is the era of science and technology. CF USMKK also needs to move along this line to promote itself among other students in USMKK. People in USMKK especially needs to know the existence of CF and its role in USMKK. With a blog, people can find out more about CF.

2. Many people are not attending CF regularly, due to many reasons such as busy, need to study, need to dating, etc etc… So with a blog, these people can keep in touch with the events in CF without feeling left out.

3. With a blog, the graduated CF members can still keep in touch with the events in CF and find out the latest events in USMKK. They also can post their suggestions over the blog. Besides that, it would be easier for them if they wanna do any contributions to CF.

4. We can share the gospel and our CF member ‘s testimonies through this blog. Those interested to share their personal experience with Christ can do so through the blogs (since so many people are not attending CF regularly, so only through this blog, we can get our message out)

5. We can promote our Xmas nite and get donations.

6. We can put on announcement over the blog, easier for those people not regular to CF to get their announcement. Then it will be easier for the CF committee to get volunteers if they need.

7. We can promote our CF activities through the blog, maybe some non-christians may come across it and be interested to join in.

8. We can put up important prayer request over the blog. More people will get the informations and pray for those involved. One important thing, our nation and government needs our prayer.

9. Blibical issues can be placed over the blog, and let the members get involved in active online discussion. Even outsiders can get involved

10. This will be one of our ways to bring unity back to CF!!!

May God wondrous blessings be upon CF and its members! Lets put our hands together and bring CF to greater heights.

USMKK Latest News!

The results of Professional 1 and Professional 3 is out! USMKK recorded a 100% passes for Professional 3 although many circulated news that a small number of students failed. Im personally glad for many of my frens who passed their Pro 3 and now heading the way to become House Officer. Wow, how nice! People gonna call u guys Doctor… U guys deserve it!

The bad news is that many failed Pro 1. About 50 medic students and 25 dental students failed their Pro 1 exam. Some of them are repeaters, that means they have to switch their courses. In USMKK, u cant repeat a major exam more than once. If u failed twice, u will have to switch courses. I felt for those who didnt make it this time, some of them are my frens. It gonna b tough for them. But life must go on, after all the shock and disappointment, they shud rise up and go on with life. Find other means to survive in this tough and difficult world.

My prayers goes all out for them. I believe God don’t just simply allow failures in our life, He owiz has a plan that we may not see. Most importantly we must seek Him owiz, ask Him wat are His plans for us. Never give up in our fight in life. Put God 1st and Live for Him! One day, when u look back, all this failures will b  a testimony that glorifies His name. When u failed, come to ur knees to God, seek Him…

Maybe one day, someone will step into our shoes and experience the difficulties we are facing. He/She will learn from ur hardships and take u up as a role model…