Forgiven, Accepted

December 12, 2008

Giver of Life

Testimony by T. W. Hao

I was born into a Christian family. Everybody assumed I was a well-behaved child. But this is not true until I believe and accepted Christ. Since kindergarden I was a very very rebellious child who likes to break the rules. I liked to bully girls and was constantly picking on a fight with the boys. As a consequences, my teacher, frustrated with me, decided to send me away from the ‘excellent’ class as she was worried that I may have a negative influence on the well-behaved children.

Then, I enter into primary school. I started to smoke, gamble, fight, and even steal my parents’ money to buy story books I fancy. I stole books from book exhibitions. My neighbours also thought that my future was gone. By the time I graduated from primary school, my elder sister decided to bring me to church. Initially I was reluctant to attend because I could not stand the boring sermons by the preachers. With my attitude at that time, it was astonishing that I would have the patience to give it another try,but I suspect it was the work of Holy Spirit, that I have the patience for attending the biblical teachings conducted in the church. All of a sudden, I begin to experience a 180 degree change in my life. I became enthusiastic to care and help other people. I do not steal anymore and I even admit my small faults like breaking an egg to my mother. My mother was surprised and touched by the new change in me and encourage me to go to church more often.

However, in secondary school, I became decadent once again. The reason was – all the youth attending at that time were females and I was embarrassed and shy to go to church to mix with them. I was dissatisfied for a few years. Then arrive to the second turning point of my life when I was in matriculation, and my friends invited me to join their Christian gathering, which was conducted weekly. I joined their activities and was again touched by the Holy Spirit. I attended every gathering there and went to church regularly even if the members of the church consists mostly of girls as I do not feel embarrassed in front of them anymore because I know we are brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ.

I was baptized 3 years ago, now I am most happy and relaxed when I go to church and I am drawing closer to God day by day. If it wasn’t because of Jesus, I think I will not be here in USMKK. If it wasn’t because of Jesus, I think you would have seen my photo in newspaper photographed as gangster, thief, robber and any other law-breaker. Jesus Christ is the Giver of my life because He turned my life and gave me a new life. How about you, who is your Giver of life?

November 16, 2008

Prayer Meet

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Today, life was as usual. Except that I went for prayer meet. What a unexpected decision. CF has its prayer meet, every sat, 6-7pm but most of the time im doing my regular exercise at this time. Today was a bit different, I went for archery at 5pm with Arvind (the coolest macha in USMKK). We finish playing about 6pm. I was in my room at that time when I decided to go prayer meet. Its been a long long long time since I prayed with people. Kinda miss that feeling. Arrived at the prayer meet, saw those commited ones there, Gabriel, Carl, Patrick and Sze Hua. Im amazed by their commitment to prayers but at the same time I felt a bit out there already. Maybe because I long long time didn’t join in CF activities.
During the prayer meet, Gabriel prayed for our CG. I was so grateful to him. Our CG is realy dying and the members are getting less and less interested in CG. Sometimes I just feel like giving up. My actions even seems to show that I had already given up on our CG. No matter what I do, the members will never understand. I began to lose motivation in continuing the CG. Takde semangat edi…
Dunno why, recently I began to lost sense of belonging in church. Owiz feel alone… I already stop attending the MYF in church and soon will stop serving as guitarist in Methodist Church. Will I feel more lost next time? I remember once I talked to Thung Guan over the Msn. He also felt the same at Methodist Church, He owiz feel lonely and it gets worse year after year. Especially when Li Ying in not around, He felt out of place. He shared with me and suggested me to change church. But where should I go? Im very amazed and impressed with the close relationships that some of our frens in Methodist church enjoys. I feel happy for them. But I don’t have a belonging there.
Tomorrow is gonna b a new day. I hope for something meaningful tomorrow.

April 29, 2008

Methodist Church Christmas Carolling 2007 Photos 2

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