Posts Tagged ‘Academics’
{ May 5, 2010 @ 9:47 pm }
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{ CF, Christianity, Church, Faith, Health, Hospital, Religion }
{ Tags: Academics, Christ, Christian Fellowship, Christianity, Church, Faith, Jesus, Personal, Relationships, Spiritual Life } · { }
It has happened to God’s greatest servants, and it could happen to you. The night may come, if it hasn’t already, when you lie awake in violent outrage beseeching God: “How should I answer these false accusations? I’ve done nothing wrong! What should I say? What should I do?
God’s answer may come as a shock. He may instruct you to say nothing at all. Joseph, set up by Potiphar’s wife; David, slandered by Saul; and Jesus, whose trial was a total mockery, all behaved the same way: By exercising incredible self-control, they trusted God for their defense.
David described himself as being like a mute, restraining his mouth with a “muzzle” while the wicked were before him (Psalms 38 and 39). But unbeknownst to him, God was using these trials to prepare him for greater things.
It is possible that God is preparing you to face future persecution, through your experiences with false accusations now. What you are learning to handle and the way you handle it could bring great glory to Him.
As He told the disciples: “Now when they bring you to the synagogues and magistrates and authorities, do not worry about how or what you should answer; or what you should say. For the Holy Spirit will teach you in that very hour what you ought to say” (Luke 12:11-12, NKJV).
As difficult as it is, look at these painful accusations as a training ground for unprecedented progress in the Lord. He has tremendous things in store for you!
{ March 12, 2010 @ 11:40 pm }
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{ Church, Faith }
{ Tags: Academics, Blogs, Christian Fellowship, Christianity, Faith, Personal, Relationships } · { }
“I just don’t understand her!” “He’s impossible!” These little phrases have caused many sleepless nights.
How many times have you gone to bed with your mind churning over someone you just can’t understand? Questions like, “Why is she so miserable?” “Why doesn’t he change?” or “How could he do this?” rage on and on.
You soon discover that there’s no peace in trying to figure this person out for yourself; you need God’s help. Only His understanding can give you the serenity necessary not only to sleep well, but to deal with the individual later on.
How can you “tap into” God’s understanding? Merely desire it and seek Him for it and it’s yours! He says, “apply your heart to understand; Yes, if you cry out for discernment, And lift up your voice for understanding… Understanding will keep you, To deliver you from the way of evil, From the man who speaks perverse things, From those who leave the paths of uprightness To walk in the ways of darkness” (Proverbs 2:2-3, 11-13, NKJV).
By gaining His understanding you will enter into a love and appreciation of those who now trouble you. No longer will you be in bondage to the distresses they cause. Through His understanding you will be free!
{ March 12, 2010 @ 11:37 pm }
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{ Christianity, Church, Faith, Health, Hospital, Housemanship, Medicine, Personal, Religion }
{ Tags: Academics, Blogs, Campus, Hospital, Houseman, Medicine, Personal, Relationships, Religion, Spiritual Life, USMKK } · { }
8 months into housemanship, 16 more months to go… Im counting days of being a houseman in a beloved country called Malaysia… Housemanship is only once in a lifetime, many ppl says we should learn as much as possible during housemanship… I do wonder… Hav I been learning enough the past 8 months? Still seems so much is lacking within me.
Im currently in a new posting, a very much different posting than the previous 2 ones. The previous 2 ones was really a very hectic and busy ones. They really drained me of my adrenaline… And now I really feel so tired and ‘malas’ already…
Here in this posting, I got more time for sports and social. Got to play badminton and futsal more often. Get to spend more time socialising with friends. I feel much ‘younger’ now… Really miss those days in USMKK where sports is an everyday thing to me…
But the past 8 months of hectic life has also drained me of my spiritual life. I oso now feeling tired and ‘malas’ spiritually. Tried to pray sometimes but really difficult to concentrate… Tried to read the bible but my eyes gets heavy in a short while. I need God’s love to overwhelm me again, that I will continue to desire Him more and more…
{ March 10, 2010 @ 7:49 pm }
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{ Christianity, Church, Faith, Health, Hospital, Personal, Religion, Testimony }
{ Tags: Academics, Blogs, Cell Group, Christ, Christian Fellowship, Christianity, Exams, Faith, God, Medicine, Personal, Relationships, Religion, Spiritual Life, Testimony } · { }
Have you become totally impatient with yourself? I have heard even the strongest Christians cry in utter frustration, “What’s wrong? I’m supposed to be a ‘new creation’ in Christ, but nothing seems to be changing. It’s the same old me!”
You may spend wakeful nights, feeling you can’t possibly measure up to God’s expectations of you, but put your mind to rest. Realize that spiritual growth is a process; sometimes a long process. Genuine maturity does not happen overnight.
The following Scripture, with which you may be very familiar, offers some helpful insights: “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold all things have become new” (2 Corinthians 5:17, NKJV). In the original language the full meaning is that old things are in the process of passing away; behold, all things are in the process of becoming new.
This refers directly to your life. What God is telling you is that all things in your soul and your innermost being are in the process of being transformed in and through His Life!
Don’t be impatient. Don’t be frustrated with yourself when progress doesn’t come as quickly as you’d like. You aren’t failing God. In His time He will complete a work in you that far exceeds what you could ever imagine or believe!
{ February 3, 2010 @ 5:08 am }
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{ Hospital, Housemanship, Medical studies, Medicine, Personal }
{ Tags: Academics, Blogs, God, HO, Hospital, Houseman, Life, Malaysia, Medical studies, Medicine, Personal, Testimony } · { }
Its kinda getting late, almost 11pm already. I better finish up this post and go to sleep fast. In this depart, we need to sleep early, in order to wake up in time and start our morn rounds at 6am. I began to feel ‘old’ recently. Sleeping early….
The condition in really challenging our patience. Imagine, its already almost 1 week, there was not a single pink branulla or opsite in the whole ward. I wonder what is the sisters doing. Is it the whole hospital is running low of branulla stock or is it plain laziness??? I dont understand. But this problem of low stock of equipments in the ward is really really making our job difficult and stressful.
Imagine, a patient came in with high grade fever associated with cough and SOB… We need to take blood C&S before starting antibiotics. If we start antibiotics without taking any culture, boss is gonna give us a ‘piece of his/her mind!’. But the whole ward, bottle for blood C&S NOT AVAILABLE! Geram betul…. Sometimes I just feel like knocking my head on the wall.
But what to do, this is part and parcel of being a houseman. Getting frustrated and irritated for things that are within our control… I seriously need the grace of God to keep me steady and cool in the midst of all this nonsense…
{ January 28, 2010 @ 10:31 pm }
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{ Academics, Faith, Hospital, Housemanship, Medicine, Personal, Testimony }
{ Tags: Academics, Blogs, Faith, God, HO, Hospital, Houseman, Malaysia, Medical studies, Medicine, Personal, Testimony } · { }
I was oncall last 2 days. Tat was an eventful call, cuz i oncall with a ‘Jonah’ MO. That was this patient, referred from a peripheral hospital. 60 year old malay lady, known case of diabetes melitus, hypertension, congestive cardiac failure and chronic kidney disease. She complain of right abdominal pain with vomiting and diarrhea. The working diagnosis was, 1) Sepsis secondary to ? source, TRO Pneumonia, 2) Acute kidney injury on chronic kidney disease, 3) Underlying DM, HPT, Chronic kidney disease, Congestive Cardiac Failure. She was having spiking temperature with urea about 44.0 and ABG of metabolic acidosis.
Patient was attended by MO oncall in A&E. He then call me thru the ward and asked me to trace the PT/INR and then to do a Peritoneal Dialysis(PD) for this patient after reviewing the PT/INR. PT/INR results came back normal and I was requested to PD this patient.
So then I did the PD for this patient. I inserted the PD cathether into her abdomen. She complain of abdominal pain. Managed to run in 1 litre of hypertonic fluid. But when I tried the outflow, initially came out clear fluid, but then came out about 50-100cc of turbid, yellowish fluid with some whitish material. Being afraid of perforating her bowel, I quickly alerted the MO oncall.
MO came and see this patient. After looking at the PD fluid, he said ‘Its shit!!! And U r in deep shit!!!’ Then he said ‘Initially we planned this patient for maximum medical management, but now that u have perforated her bowels, we have to HD this patient!!!’ Now that he has tonnes of work to do, he was kinda irritated with wat I has done.
We then referred this patient to surgical, TRO Perforated viscus. Also refer to GA for Haemodialysis via femoral catheter. I got myself into writing referral the referral letters.
The following day, the surgical team came to review this patient, their impression was, TRO perforated viscua. They then planned this patient for exploratory laparotomy. Patient’s condition was optimised and then she went for exploratory laparotomy.
But, thanks to God’s wondrous grace. Post op diagnosis was appendicular abscess and pus collection over right illiac fossa. Bowel was normal!!! Patient was actually having sepsis secondary to appendicular abscess. and the turbid yellow fluid during my PD insertion was the pus discharge from the appendicular abscess.
I dunno whether I will be requested to present a morbidity review on this. But Im glad that, my so-called ‘Traumatic PD’ lead to the correct diagnosis. She is currently in ICU. Pray that she will walk out healthy….
{ January 23, 2010 @ 7:58 pm }
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{ Hospital, Housemanship, Medical studies, Medicine, Personal, Testimony }
{ Tags: Academics, Blogs, Faith, HO, Houseman, Medical studies, Medicine, Personal, Spiritual Life } · { }
Maximum medical management! This is a word that is not rare. I wonder who created this term. Some patients admitted with severely ill condition, sometimes our boss will say ‘This patient is for maximum medical management’. It simply means that patient is not for active resuscication should he ever collapse. For this group of unfortunate patients, should they ever collapse, we still resuscitate them. But we don’t intubate them. Mostly, its grave prognosis.
Usually its the elderly, known case of carcinoma and with multiple illness will be in the group ‘maximum medical management’. But the word maximum medical management means maximum. So their management should be maximized. Sometimes I noticed, their management is not maximized. Kinda disappointing….
Just finished my evening rounds. Here, we housemans do our rounds twice a day including saturday and sunday, which is actually good for patients, but not good for us. Cuz we dont get weekends off. Actually they shud just allow us to do rounds once a day on weekends. I tot of suggesting tis to Boss, but who am I. Im just the ‘know-nothing’ houseman. Boss surely gonna shut me off and give me a piece of her mind… Hahaha! Nevermind, take it as something tat is beneficial for our patients…
{ March 28, 2009 @ 8:29 am }
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{ Academics, Medical studies, Medicine, University }
{ Tags: Academics, Campus, Campus Life, Christ, Exams, Medical studies, Medicine, Trials, University } · { }
Exactly 2 more weeks I gonna face my Professional 3 exam. Feelings of anxiety and uncertainty begin filling my heart. So much to study, so much to clinical examination to practice. I really dunno how this 2 weeks is gonna be, what the outcome. I wish I could just turn back time and start all over again, but tats of course impossible.
We can try our best to achieve anything but, we cant guarantee anything in life.
With this I put my all my hope and trust in God. Whatever the outcome of this Pro 3, I will still praise Him.
“Do not be anxious about anything, but I everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God.” Philippians 4:6
{ December 16, 2008 @ 1:43 am }
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{ Academics, Medical studies, Medicine, Personal, Travel, University }
{ Tags: Academics, Blogs, Campus Life, Hospital, HUSM, Labour room, Life, Medical studies, Medicine, Pasir Mas, Personal, Studies, Universiti Sains Malaysia, University } · { }
Its been a few days since I was posted in Hosp. Pasir Mas. Life here was really different than that in USMKK. Arrived here on thursday, I found the scenery here rather peaceful and quiet. There were 17 of us, 6 guys and the rest girls, one house for each. Two dutch students from Holland came and join us in this district posting. Wow, our life here will be much more interesting with their presence. The house was dirty, so the first day was all cleaning and mopping. One good thing we found is that, the previous groups left a map of Pasir Mas in our house, showing those popular food restaurants in Pasir Mas. These restaurants were also rated, imagine that? How creative they were?
The next day, we set out to check out those ‘hot’ restaurants in Pasir Mas, but unfortunately most of the reataurants are closed on fridays. We wanted to eat the ‘Lian Hong’ Loh Mee, but it was closed too. So we just settle down with wan tan mee nearby. That day was also one of our coursemate, Zie’s wedding party. Including her, there were already 4 ppl in group who are married, one of them is already a mother! I am still single.:-( So jealous of them… Anyhow the bride was so beautiful tat day. She was always pretty, but tat day was just extraordinary beautiful. We had another lunch at the wedding party and then took photos with the newly wed couple.
On day 3 which was Sat, We spend the whole day online, chatting, downloading movies. The line here was quite fast, so our computers were on most of the time. I brought my keyboard along and Viki brought his guitar. I taught Toh Jeng, my coursemate to play ‘My heart will go on’ on the keyboard and he was diligently practising it since then. Occasionally his gf (who is also our groupmate) will drop by listen to him playing. How sweet…:-)
Yesterday, was just the usual briefing, running in the wards, doing procedures. We are supposed to go Barkas in the evening, to do some research on the water in Kelantan but due to technical error, the trip was postponed. Tis morning, I went to the Labour room, and there was this patient, 28 year old female, gravida 2, para 1, about to give birth to her second child. No painkiller was given to her. Her active phase of labour was long and she was having difficulty pushing her baby down. Possibly due to her short contraction pain. It took almost 1 hour before finally the the baby’s head came out. Here in Pasir Mas, unlike HUSM, they dont give painkiller to pregnant ladies in labour. Imagine the pain they go thru? I really salute these ladies who choose to deliver in Pasir Mas.
Life here is rather slow paced, unlike in HUSM. People here are more relaxed and not in a hurry. I dont feel so much pressured here.
{ December 12, 2008 @ 10:29 am }
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{ CF, Christianity, Faith, Religion, Testimony }
{ Tags: Academics, Campus, Cell Group, Christian Fellowship, Church, Faith, God, Jesus, Religion, Spiritual Life, Testimony, USM, USMKK } · { }
Testimony by T. W. Hao
I was born into a Christian family. Everybody assumed I was a well-behaved child. But this is not true until I believe and accepted Christ. Since kindergarden I was a very very rebellious child who likes to break the rules. I liked to bully girls and was constantly picking on a fight with the boys. As a consequences, my teacher, frustrated with me, decided to send me away from the ‘excellent’ class as she was worried that I may have a negative influence on the well-behaved children.
Then, I enter into primary school. I started to smoke, gamble, fight, and even steal my parents’ money to buy story books I fancy. I stole books from book exhibitions. My neighbours also thought that my future was gone. By the time I graduated from primary school, my elder sister decided to bring me to church. Initially I was reluctant to attend because I could not stand the boring sermons by the preachers. With my attitude at that time, it was astonishing that I would have the patience to give it another try,but I suspect it was the work of Holy Spirit, that I have the patience for attending the biblical teachings conducted in the church. All of a sudden, I begin to experience a 180 degree change in my life. I became enthusiastic to care and help other people. I do not steal anymore and I even admit my small faults like breaking an egg to my mother. My mother was surprised and touched by the new change in me and encourage me to go to church more often.
However, in secondary school, I became decadent once again. The reason was – all the youth attending at that time were females and I was embarrassed and shy to go to church to mix with them. I was dissatisfied for a few years. Then arrive to the second turning point of my life when I was in matriculation, and my friends invited me to join their Christian gathering, which was conducted weekly. I joined their activities and was again touched by the Holy Spirit. I attended every gathering there and went to church regularly even if the members of the church consists mostly of girls as I do not feel embarrassed in front of them anymore because I know we are brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ.
I was baptized 3 years ago, now I am most happy and relaxed when I go to church and I am drawing closer to God day by day. If it wasn’t because of Jesus, I think I will not be here in USMKK. If it wasn’t because of Jesus, I think you would have seen my photo in newspaper photographed as gangster, thief, robber and any other law-breaker. Jesus Christ is the Giver of my life because He turned my life and gave me a new life. How about you, who is your Giver of life?
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