One of the major activities organized by Christian Fellowship USMKK (CFUSMKK) is having small groups called Cell group (CG). The Cell groups exist to strengthen the fellowship of CF members in small group by sharing our lives with one another. I was asked to continue as CG leader again this yr. Among the objectives that I need to achieve this yr are
1. Cell groups enables CF members to be personally known and cared for.
2. Develop a connection between daily life and God’s Word by discussion and sharing of testimonials
3. Build accountable relationships with another believer through S.A.G (Student accountability group)
4. Encourage each other to grow in Christ
Among this 4 objectives, I failed to achieve even one of them. I dunno why, but I jz felt that our CG is not working. Many members are not attending the meetings, though all of our meetings so far are just birthday celebration. For me, if they dun even bother to attend the birthdays parties, I dun think they will bother to come if we have bible studies or outing. Even our birthday parties are all held in USM and each just lasting less than 1 hour, yet many still choose not to come. Maybe I have not been a good CG leader… maybe they don’t feel the sense of belonging in our CG… maybe they don’t like birthday parties and cakes… maybe I didn’t prayed enough… I dunno.
Someone in our CG asked me to remain as CG leader but I don’t see the point of remaining. I was the CG leader for past 2 years and some CG members have been with me since they are 1st year, but our CG is still the same. So far I only found 1 person capable of taking over our CG but that person decline the offer. I still wonder whether should I remain as CG leader, since next year I will be facing a major exam, Professional 3 and its not gonna be easy…
